Suddenly she had this notion of not knowing how to live, to live properly, in manners that normal people would live.
She’s different all of a sudden. She’s thinking she is not doing it right. There has to be a right way. But then she is lost, she is buried in this deep darkness, she could not fathom and had been asking since noticing it, would she be able to go back to what it’s used to be, when everything is normal.
When all things are not always great but life was there, a normal life.