I must rest here, try to think long again, lay here, be vulnerable but be accepting, try to understand further how brokenness can benefit this ailing soul and heart not wanting to get crushed into dust.
Love is fascinating and is suppose to be good, but sometimes it's no fun at all. Especially if it is one sided. Especially if it is full of pretensions and martyrdom. Because you know I am in this situation. It's hard, it's painful and it hurts. It's like falling in an endless pit. What I … Continue reading It hurts when it’s one sided.
You know there are times when people are really stupid, like they thought that they are fooling you. They thought that you don't feel anything at all, that you are numb, stupid, dumb, crazy like they are. Well the truth hurts, it hurts so bad you just wanted to cry. Like fairy tales it hits … Continue reading And I was like
It was never easy, when God gave you to me, I did not ask, questioned or inquired. You were just there, on front of me. I can never say no, it was just so easy, our love runned smoothly. But now my doubts are free. You are not making me feel good.It is onvious you … Continue reading Doubting my love
So here I am again with my sleepless nights. It is beggining to come back again. The nightmares are persistent this time. I wonder if this eill ever go away..
You know sometimes when you were talking to somebody or to some people and you feel so lost. You don't even know where the story is going or if you can relate or vice versa. It's so tricky, not it's actually hard. It's been hard to find people you can converse with. Especially conversations that … Continue reading That Kind of Level
Right now the world is full of rules. There are rules because we are becoming destructive. And we create boundaries to control them, forgetting that before these we were once free. In fact we still are, let's put our minds to this freedom, close your eyes, imagine the world before you. Stand, shout, breath and … Continue reading The World of Rules
My universe is wide, in fact immeasurable, because it is huge I can live and die in it a thousand times. This universe is a happy, colorful one, and in it you die peacefully and come back anew gracefully. This is not a dream, it is real. So real that you can do whatever you … Continue reading More than you can think of
I am human and I feel like writing. The thoughts, emotions and things deep inside, but I still can't resist to hide it somehow. In the abyss of my soul, there are secrets, beneath are more deeper ones I want to keep just there, because if they escape I might not know what would happen … Continue reading I am human
Trust me my lyrics will never amuse you. You won't like it, but I will love it. They will be words you don't wish to read or hear. But these are my feelings. My lyrics, trust me won't make you happy. But they are things bursting out of my heart. It may or may not … Continue reading My Lyrics