The desire to know the truth is greater than the desire to believe.
I only say I am a writer, but am I? Doubt, frustration and a lot of things. I think for now I could think of it as is. I'm a writer, yes I am.
I would wake up in the morning thinking about dying, the world ending, and all the worries there is. I would never understand why, but I also wanted to live in the moment and savor it. What should I do?
Have you ever been bitten and it sent you to ER and you started seeing flashes of white lights and there's a memory recall suddenly happening of all the happy things you had in life? I know and yes you're right! I got bitten once and this brought me into a life and death situation. … Continue reading I was bitten
I don't know if what's with me this morning. I am watching this funny dance group and they were so good. It feels really good watching them, I am happy but the feelings inside me are mixed. I started crying when they were doing some highlight moves. It was so funny I'm suppose to laugh … Continue reading Watch a Funny Show and Cry
Hope is my refuge. I realized I haven't seen much of the world. In fact I never really left the spot where I was. I am this tiny spec, not even a dust in the universe. But at least I have an existence here. Question is why am I here? What am I here for? … Continue reading There is hope…
Were there times when your head doesn't agree with your heart? Do you sometimes pretend that you are there but actually not? Yes, everyday, it is my dear, I try to hold it in, suck it in. Live this life full of lies. Lies that hurts. I will never forget the day, the day I … Continue reading Write what your heart feels
You know that feeling when you want to have friends but you can't stand having people around. I sometimes pity myself for not having these people around. I've been alone for quite sometime. No friends. I mean I wanted to have friends but I'm having a hard time talking to people and relating to them. … Continue reading You know that feeling…